truths beyond truths

you are my rising dawn;
the face of the sun illuminating my world.
your smile luminous as the midnight moon,
with speckled stars of laughter.
your hands deep and rich as april rains,
caressing the barren land; bringing growth and ardor.
and rosebud-pink lips, twin petals
which open rarely into vibrant bloom.
eyes open, they are a window to worlds apart,
a strange enticing language i yearn to learn.
and the incessant beat of the illustrious heart,
each time i hear it in a livelier tempo.

some days i can't believe you are real. on days i don't hear from you, and most likely haven't heard from you in a long time- you are invisible.  a wind of thought blows you into my head, but who- where- are you?
and
do
you
even
exist?

all i have is a strange enticing necklace.
and the words i've written.
and the memories.

and then there are other days, where i feel your invisible presence, following me through days of solitude. i carry you around my neck and sense your existence in everything i do, everything i am, in all aspects of my magnanimous life.

some days i can't believe you are mine.

you.
your life.
your personality.
your acquaintances.
your successes and failures.
every single aspect that is you-
i adore you wholly and completely.
indubitably, unquestionably, eternally.

the only reason i have no regrets is because my life eventually led me to you.
with the raging past sieges, destroying battles-
grasses and wildflowers have covered the carcasses.

if you only knew how much you meant to me,
you'd have enough happiness to fill a thousand lifetimes.